I completed a clean sweep again. Boy the apt looks good. Now i can entertain. My dear parents gave me a some meat, in included a roast and chicken. Much to big for a single girl to use up. Therefore i'm inviting cousins/friends over for supper and a night of chitchat and card game playing.
I will finally get to use the card game that my dad and me completed at christmas time. I sanded and stained. The game is called Cards and Marbles. It is basically like "trouble" You use your cards to move across the board and certain cards are special. King to get out of home or use as a one or 10.
Here's a pic of the game. Joey had to check it out too.
Now that the apt is spotless i will have some dinner parties.
Tommorrow, Mama Bear is accompaning me to celebrate.(attending the Centre for positive living). I can't wait i haven't been able to go for 2 weeks and i hope she enjoys herself. I get much joy and comfort attending. Three weeks ago, i had the best mediatition yet. I'm not sure if because of a different mediator or that i could completely engulf myself into it.
Well i am so shy, three weeks ago i tried sticking around for coffee and treats after the "mass" Well i had a cookie and some water and decided maybe next time so i headed out the door only to get stopped by the "Pastor" and she spoke of me staying for fellowship and i stated i'm too shy she commented that you come here alone that's not too shy. Well by she stating that i clammed up thinking now what do i say. I started to get teary eyed and decided one step at a time. Next time i will try again to talk to new people. I think i'm overanalyzing and wanting ppl to like me too much.
Rainbowannie
3 comments:
the apt looked great yesterday, i was very impressed girl,can't wait to be invited for a meal and cards !!!! hint hint, lol, thank you for introducing me to the celebration, i enjoyed myself, and look forward to attending many more celebrations with you, and as for your shyness.....just by going and being around new people it is a step in the right direction, it will come, just hang in there.....Mamma Bear
Like Mama bear said- when the time is right, you'll feel perfectly comfortable hanging out with the new people. No need to rush it.
Do the parts that make you happy, not teary eyed ;)
I commend you for attending the celebrations alone! That is definitely a step to becoming less shy! You are still new there, so I can understand that you would feel a bit reserved to go for treats after mass.
And I bet the meditator you had for your best meditation was just really good! I find I can really get into meditation with the right coach!
Good to see you are doing well!!!
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